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As he was thinking, his hand, acting on its own, stretched outwards, and rested on Billy's leg, just sitting there, barely touching. A strange warmth seemed to flow through his body as his hand made contact with Billy.

Billy felt a sudden charge of electricity. His body quivered slightly as he felt Josh's hand touch his leg. It was like being hit by lightning. He hadn't felt this way in a long, long time, and never like this.

He slowed down, his eyes became clouded from small tears forming. This wasn't happening, it couldn't. He had spent a lifetime making sure it wouldn't and now, out of the blue here it was. Billy glanced over to Josh, and he saw something he had only dreamed of, and then it was a long time ago. He saw compassion and honest concern for him.

There were no words, nothing would come from his mouth. He was taken aback by the sudden rush of emotions that flooded his brain. He reached down with his own hand, placing it on top of Josh's. He felt the warm hand, and a prevailing sense of peace started to flow up from his hand. His whole body gave a small shudder as he felt the soft skin of Josh's hand.

The sounds of the road were muted as they drove on. The swish of the wipers was no longer clear and distinct. The snowy slush being pushed aside by the tires no longer invaded their space. The silence was different, more charged, more alive, as if it was merely an interlude to something far more intense.

Billy didn't know what to do. His whole body seemed to scream at him to stop and kiss this young blond that had invaded his space and pierced his thick armour plating. He wanted to, he knew that, but for the first time he felt his loneliness, his fears and he was afraid.

Josh didn't know why his hand had moved to Billy's leg, but he was glad it had. He had never felt so much inner warmth as he was feeling now. The ache in his heart seemed to ease as his hand found comfort in resting on Billy's leg. He could sense the struggle going on inside of Billy, and he lightly squeezed the leg, as if to reassure the tall stranger that had found him.

Billy drove on. His brain was working over time as he tried to sort the emotions running through him out. He hadn't felt this way before. It scared him but the ache in his heart and his groin made him search the road ahead for signs of a turn off or rest stop. The snow continued to fall, adding its beauty to the feelings pounding in his chest.

A sign indicated a rest stop a few miles ahead. He angled the truck into the far right lane and watched intently for the exit, and as it approached he finally spoke.

"I think we need to rest up. We’ll turn off here and see if we can rustle up some shelter for the night, okay with you Josh?"

"Yeah sure," he replied, his heart suddenly increasing its beat. His stomach became tight and his throat felt dry. Funny, he never felt like this before and he eagerly peered out into the wintry night searching for a spot to pull into.

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