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“When you held me father, it felt so good, so safe, and when you patted me on the back and squeezed my arm, it was then I knew that I wanted to be with you, or at least with some man. It was then that I knew that I was gay, Father.”

Russ almost choked on his coffee. He sputtered and had to put the cup down. Kevin turned to look at the startled face of his mentor, and he waited, his dark eyes carefully watching the older man catch his breath and gather his wits. Russ finally managed to calm his nerves and he stared up, to look into the dark eyes of his once pupil.

“You decided what?..... uh excuse me Kevin... you certainly have given me a morning of surprises.... how... I mean why.... now how could my comforting you help you determine that you are a homosexual?.... I don’t see the connection at all, I mean yes I held you.. but that was out of care for your grief..... surely you....”

“Now Father don’t get all flustered, I am not saying you did anything improper, not like father Mike or some of the other’s..... no it was just that well, your tenderness confirmed to me my desires. I was thinking of my dad, dead and how he was no longer going to be around to yell at me or throw me against the wall, it wasn’t grief Father that made me cry.... it was the knowledge that now that he was gone, my Mother would move us away.... and that was why I cried.... “

“Well, .... yes I recall you did leave very shortly after the funeral.... your family just picked up and left town.... to the north somewhere I believe .... but how did all that make you believe you were a homosexual?” “Easy..... you see I was crying because I felt like I would never be able to know you better, and I could feel your desire under that cassock Father.... forgive me.. but well you didn’t exactly hide it.”

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