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dinner and Mike. No longer did he think about Taylor letting him drive his car, instead his thoughts were focused totally on Mike.
He kept reliving last Saturday and how they had splashed and played in the pool. How when Mike had tackled him, pushing him hard into the pool had given him a raging hard on and how his heart had leapt at the mere touch of Mike’s body against his.
Sleep that night had been difficult and it was for most of the week now. He kept wondering if Mike was still the same Mike. The one who liked to sit up against a tree and play with his dick or was he now into girls?
There were times during the day when he thought that Mike had not changed, the way he would catch Mike’s eyes glancing at his crotch or the way his hand would sort of just stay a little longer than necessary on his shoulder. Then there were times when he would talk about how the cheer leaders were sure hot, and how horny they made him, jumping all over the place during a game. Was he or wasn’t he?
The confusion was hard to get a handle on, and it led to some heavy tossing and turning at night. He wished Taylor was home to talk to, and maybe he could get a chance before Thursday, least he hoped so. He so desperately wanted to rekindle all of the old feelings with Mike, but he was scared to make that first move.
What if he was straight? What if all they did in the past was just youthful experimentation? Gee he sure hoped it was more, but maybe Mike didn’t have the same urges or feelings as he did? Maybe it was a mistake to have him at the dinner? Maybe he should have just let him come to the party on the weekend instead? So many questions and no one to ask. That was his biggest problem, always was until he and Taylor got close, but now Taylor was away, and would soon not be home other than on holidays. As the day approached, Billy’s nervousness seemed to increase. Even his father was noticing it and wondered about it, but chalked it up to expectations for his birthday. Well, at least
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