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bodies. It never really felt weird doing that kind of stuff with Mike, and in fact, it felt damn good.
He had talked it over with Taylor only a few months ago, when they were laying together in bed, after being close. It was amazing how easy it had become to talk with his brother now, and there were no longer any secrets between them. Taylor had been surprised when Billy told him about Mike and their jerk off sessions in the basement and how he missed that contact once Mike moved away.
It wasn’t easy telling Taylor about Mike, but once he did, it just all came out and for maybe the first time in his life he came to understand what it meant to be gay and young. The feelings he had for Mike weren’t just sexual, they really didn’t do much except jerk off together, and most of the time they did themselves. Mind you, he really did enjoy the times Mike wacked his dick off, and when he got to pull on Mike’s, well he felt powerful and whole bunch of other stuff.
Taylor had smiled at him when he talked about Mike and he told him that he was just missing that one thing all people search for. He was missing his soul mate, someone who could touch him in ways no one else could, and who he could share things with.
When did Taylor get to be so damn smart? Funny because Taylor also told him how he too was looking for someone like that. Billy was surprised and a bit hurt when Taylor talked about needing someone to share his life with. Taylor had picked up on that and he kissed his younger brother, and then gently explained that what they had was something no other person could ever share with them, but it wasn’t the same.
Billy had to admit, the sex and pleasure of being with Taylor was nice but it didn’t really make his heart pound or his body ache in the way his thoughts of Mike did. And now, now Mike was back in his life, just as Taylor was leaving it. The day was dragging for Billy but each time he checked, the time only moved ever so slightly ahead. His father watched
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