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Billy could see it now, the way he was one second laying on the lounge, crying and the next a dark shadow standing over him. He had opened his tear-streaked eyes to see his older brother towering over him, tears in his eyes too. He also saw his father’s features in Taylor. The long blond hair that Dad once had, the soft blue eyes, not like his, and the soft fine features around the nose and the thin but tempting lips.

He could of been his dad at 19 or 20, he was so close in appearance. Billy looked up, the pain was almost too much and he just wanted to cry out, when Taylor sat down next to him and opened his arms up. There wasn’t any second thought and Billy jumped up to let his brother hold him and hug him.

It was strange; the second that Taylor had put his arms around him, that everything just seemed to go away. He wasn’t afraid anymore, and he didn’t feel so alone or so empty. He actually could feel his heart aching, something he hadn’t felt in months. Billy had snuggled into Taylor’s arms, and his head burrowed its way into a spot just under the chin.

Billy figured they had sat there for at least an hour before either of them spoke. Once the quiet had been broken, it was non-stop talking. They seemed to suddenly discover each other, and found that they both had the same feelings. Taylor told him how he would wake up in the middle of the night to go around and check on Dad and then even Billy. He said, it was to make sure they were still there.

Tears were flowing throughout their conversation, and each time one felt they couldn’t go on, the other would just wait patiently while they got it out of their system. It was the closest they had ever been, as brother’s and slowly the sadness seemed to just disappear. Finally the talk turned to other things, such as school and once or twice even dreams of future hopes. Time held no meaning as they talked and it wasn’t until they heard their names being called that they realized that the whole evening had been spent out on the chaise lounge. They looked at each other and Taylor reached over and gave Billy a kiss full on the lips. Billy was surprised by the action, and yet he

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